Rigor mortis
Monday, December 06, 2004
Feels like rigor mortis has set in. That's what I get for hardly moving for the past couple of days. Beginning to wonder what is worse. The clusters or post recovery time. Ever muscle, ligament, tendon & joint is in variest state of being immobile. Now I will go through the usual stretching, relaxing & exercising to take out the stiffness. Plus I'll be up half the night thanks to the meds. But hey, it give me a great excuse to rent a couple of vids:) Like a need an excuse. 1 step forward, two steps back.
My mom wants me to look after her house. She must be getting desparate to ask me. I haven't heard from her in several months. And last time I lived at her place things, shall I say didn't work out for the best. I really doubt this will happen. Seems like every time she wants something from me I am supposed to put everything else in my life on the back burner to accommodate her needs. Actually the idea does interest me on some level. If it weren't for the constant bickering & uneasy tension I did enjoy the area she lives. Mind you, she wouldn't be living there. However, not having a cent to my name, no vehicle & going through physical/mentally did not help make matters any easier back then. Plus now with all the continuous medical issues facing me on a daily basis; drastic change would probably not be for the best. Making a long drive through changing altitudes will only increase the cluster cycles. Maybe if I was single & could get up to leave at a moment notice. Just don't think it is the right time to do something like this. Plus things like this only end badly. Family & money never mix. It's good to keep both as far away from each other as possible. However, considering our relation I'll give it some more thought...
Paul
Pain was their body's way of telling them that they'd pushed themselves to their limits -- which was exactly where they were supposed to be.
-Richard Marcinko
My mom wants me to look after her house. She must be getting desparate to ask me. I haven't heard from her in several months. And last time I lived at her place things, shall I say didn't work out for the best. I really doubt this will happen. Seems like every time she wants something from me I am supposed to put everything else in my life on the back burner to accommodate her needs. Actually the idea does interest me on some level. If it weren't for the constant bickering & uneasy tension I did enjoy the area she lives. Mind you, she wouldn't be living there. However, not having a cent to my name, no vehicle & going through physical/mentally did not help make matters any easier back then. Plus now with all the continuous medical issues facing me on a daily basis; drastic change would probably not be for the best. Making a long drive through changing altitudes will only increase the cluster cycles. Maybe if I was single & could get up to leave at a moment notice. Just don't think it is the right time to do something like this. Plus things like this only end badly. Family & money never mix. It's good to keep both as far away from each other as possible. However, considering our relation I'll give it some more thought...
Paul
Pain was their body's way of telling them that they'd pushed themselves to their limits -- which was exactly where they were supposed to be.
-Richard Marcinko
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