Too Much Thought

Friday, December 03, 2004

I have been giving alot of thought to the situation involving my daughter & her mother. Now I have finally come to reach a decision. I can't say exactly what till I inform her mother & work out all the legal details. Afterwards I will post in detail. With the given dilemma, the right choice will always be the one I didn't, did, should of, could of made. I have questioned, re-question, struggled, sob & part of me has died for months pondering with this. However, I do not see any other way. My main concern is her well being, not mine. She is in a strong & stable environment as far as I can tell. Given everything involve this might be for the best. As heart-breaking as it is, this will be for her best. That is my only concern. I know there will be nights when the contempt for myself will be over-powering & feel my pain is not a just-of-enough punishment. Just hope I get through it. I know she will. When should I break the news? Probably be better for everyone involved if I wait till the new year

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Our resistance and fear, our dread of the unpleasant, magnify pain. It is like closing your hand around a burning ember. The tighter you squeeze, the deeper you are seared.
-Stephen Levine, How We Die

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