Long Days...

Sunday, May 02, 2004

I was hoping to do more since my last post. It was an exceptionally painful 3 days. I'm not sure which is worse, the tears or the isolation. I could have 20 people in the room with me and I would still be alone. Over 2 and half years and I still haven't figured how to deal with it: physically (there's not blood), emotionally(I can't just get over it or make it go away when I want) and of course spiritually(which I have no time for). So what's left? I appear distant during an attack. Some take it to mean that I"m not interested in whats going on around me. Thats usually the furthest thought from the truth. I love to chat and enjoy life, however thats almost impossible with an icepick in my eye. Thats where my rant is at tonight.



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