Never enough time

Monday, July 12, 2004

Yesterdays' attack caught me harder than I thought it would. It was so intense it took over 14 hours of very broken sleep to have any energy to get up again. I don't know if anyone else has this experience. When the pain is too intense for me too handle I 'seize up'. Deep mediation is the only thing I can do at that point to deal with it. Then the next day is used for unkinking my arms, legs etc. Well, that and of course... cry. Another waste of a day. I have so few good days. I would rather spend them with love ones, making love and trying to enjoy life.

Today was nice. I was able to do a work out, get some sun and worked some pressing problems out with Mindy. Also, I've been receiving some wonderful feedback from the patrons at Thanks everyone. May you all be pain-free!

I actually found the time to work on my site. I don't know when I'll debut it. If I wasn't such a perfectionist it probably would be done by now. lol. I am going to head off to bed a little early tonight so I can get my internal clock back on track. I find that to be extremely important for my clusters. G'night


Information's pretty thin stuff unless mixed with experience.
-Clarence Day



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