Ageless
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Wouldn't that be nice? Maybe someday scientist will develop a way for humans to stay at a certain age, physically I mean. Till yesterday I thought I was ageless, least on the outside.
Mindy and I were watching home movies of my daughter from about a year before my clusters starts. She made a comment that I really looked young. I was and still am. But I know what she was getting at. I have the features of someone in an ongoing battle of pain. Crow's feet, furrowed brow, tired eyes and I'm only 27! Time for a face-lift lol. j/k. I've had enough surgeries & do not need any more.
I am having a heck of a time with developing my site. Things I knew are taking me forever to figure out. It is so frustrating. I feel like there is some hidden force preventing me from accomplishing anything. Bad enough that people around me think I don't/can't do anything but I still believe that I'm not completely useless. I keep trying and trying. Personally I don't care if no one 'sees' me doing something. However, I need the hope of being able to return to some of my former self.
My head is still throbbing. If it doesn't break soon I think I'm going to have to head to the hospital for them to break the cycle. A migrainous stroke is something every migraine sufferer should think about it. Once of prevention right ? Cheers,
Paul
I do not fear computers. I fear the lack of them.
-Isaac Asimov
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Mindy and I were watching home movies of my daughter from about a year before my clusters starts. She made a comment that I really looked young. I was and still am. But I know what she was getting at. I have the features of someone in an ongoing battle of pain. Crow's feet, furrowed brow, tired eyes and I'm only 27! Time for a face-lift lol. j/k. I've had enough surgeries & do not need any more.
I am having a heck of a time with developing my site. Things I knew are taking me forever to figure out. It is so frustrating. I feel like there is some hidden force preventing me from accomplishing anything. Bad enough that people around me think I don't/can't do anything but I still believe that I'm not completely useless. I keep trying and trying. Personally I don't care if no one 'sees' me doing something. However, I need the hope of being able to return to some of my former self.
My head is still throbbing. If it doesn't break soon I think I'm going to have to head to the hospital for them to break the cycle. A migrainous stroke is something every migraine sufferer should think about it. Once of prevention right ? Cheers,
Paul
I do not fear computers. I fear the lack of them.
-Isaac Asimov
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