Had Enough!

Sunday, February 06, 2005


After this latest 2 week bout I have officially had it. Another shadow approaches and all I want to do it cry. The light is beginning to bother my eyes more and more. Probably my hint to break out the ice packs and head off to bed. I think there is still time before a major attack hits me tonight.

Why am I having so many and at such a high level of intensity? This strength is usually resevered for the Spring and Fall months. Could be because the weather around here is like spring. We went from sub-zero temperatures to plus 12 Celcius. Of course instead of the beautiful snow the downpour for this region has being and will not end till summer.

Earlier today I tried to help Mindy with her resume. Being a perfectionist makes helping others more of a battle than good will. I don’t know how to change this. All I want is the best for her and it tends to come out wrong. Emotions and me do not mix. At least not well enough so others can stand me. Just something I will be working on. Anyways I feel the intensity picking up so it is time to head off to bed for hopefully the night.

Paul

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.
-Robert Frost

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