Monday, February 07, 2005

Feels that way. Only one attack early this afternoon. Isn’t that laugh? Having one attack is considered over. Why not stopped completely? Then I wouldn’t be one of the lucky few individuals to be considered chronic‚ now would I?<sarcasm> This last cycle has been pushing into its 4 week(?) I think. Who knows at this point. The days are melting together. Ever time the devil leaves me alone for awhile. At least long enough to get into a comfort zone to plan some sort of agenda. He comes back. Usually in full force(like there is any other kind with a cluster) What a bastard! huh?

Sometimes‚ when the pain is manageable to allow a thought process, I begin to wonder what life would be like without this. Could be better. Could be worse. <shrug> Life gives you lemons crap...

Tomorrow I am hoping to have enough strength & energy to‚ at the very least‚ get my haicut. My hair is at its longest length in years. Plus I have to pick up a couple of things for my computer. Wish things were closer. How do you explain the terror a sufferer goes through during a cycle? Ever been shot while driving? An attack coming on while behind the wheel is so dangerous. The reaction to pain can be totally unvoluntary. But what is there to do besides ask for help or not go at all.

Always remember that the future comes one day at a time
-Dean Acheson



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