Few and Far Between

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I have not had much of a chance to post with any sort of consistancy of late. March, well Spring in general, does not go easy on me. Attacks increase in frequency and increase dramatically in pain. At least in the Summer and Winter months I am able to function somewhat. Do a post here and there. Go shopping. Maybe watch a movie. Spend some time with my sweetie. But now forget all that. The pain is causing blackouts again due to the increased intensity. It knocked me unconcious several times today. Thankfully I know a few warning signs that allow enough time to head off to bed.

All I want is to be able to scream. I am tired of bottling the pain up. All I want right now is to be able to let out my emotions physically. Not quite sure how or what I would do. Maybe I show my feelings outwardly and just don't realize it. I will have to ask someone. Again I need to cut this short because my cluster is increasing to the point where typing will be next to impossible in a few moments. Take Care




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